The Last Break For Freedom

last post for RKT

2008-10-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

yep yep. will be shifting to new blog: sotong-on-stick.blogspot.com
RKT will still remain here..... post and crap can still be viewed

2008-10-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

someone sent me this...

You know you live in 2008 when...
1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years .
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or my space .
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV .
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) and you were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
If you are reading this, that means you took time enough to read this message! Thank you!Scientists say the higher your I.Q., the more you dream.
The largest cell in the human body is the female egg.
The Smallest is the male sperm.
You use 200 muscles to take one step.
The average woman is 5 inches shorter than the average man.
Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three .
A pair of human feet contains 250,000 sweat glands.
A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball.
The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades.
The human brain cell can hold 5 times as much in formation as the Encyclopedia Britannica.
It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.
The average human dream lasts 2-3 seconds.
Men without hair on their chests are more likely to get cirrhosis of the liver than men with hair.
At the moment of conception,you spent about half an hour as a single cell.
There is about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet.
Your body gives off enough heat in 30 minutes to bring half a gallon of water to a boil.
The enamel in your teeth is the hardest substance in your body.
Your teeth start growing 6 months before you are born.
When you are looking at someone you love, your pupils dilate, and they do the same when you are looking at someone you hate.
Your thumb is the same length of your nose.
And now I bet that if you read this you put your thumb to you nose - just to check

find some things a bit funny. example, if i slept for 12 hours [see? i super sleeper right], that means that 11hours and 58 or 57 seconds are just nothing.... i know what jake will say. waste of time. then for the 2 things about human feet, people with "perfume" feet how? maybe have 1 million sweat glands and 15 trillion bacteria on each of their feet? and also the "when you look at someone you love...." also makes sence. comparewhen i look at kro, to a stranger, and then to HER, SHE seems more blur, or is that i just don't want to get blind after i look at her so my eyes go blur? but cannot be because kro still no change... confused already....
feddup already. post this piece of crap.... dunno what i'm typing in anyway...

2008-10-19T06:59:00.001-07:00

broke up. feels wierd, like i'm not used to sms-ing him anymore. kinda confused why i broke it also. been thinking these few days about what happened.... hotmail also changed, and this is the last time i am saying. no more saliva left for me to shout, so.... yadayada blah blah blah, the usual stuff....

also realised that my blog's wallpaper does not fit with the url.... the blog name so sadistic but the wallpaper is flowery.... so sorry that some of you will still have to read the crap.....

olay!!!!

2008-10-14T05:44:00.000-07:00

exams are over...... can see dan dancing half naked in the next room, but lets just ignore him or i'll go blind soon....
i know a lot of you bewil people damn happy that confirm can have our own outing, so lift your heads up and smile more can??? exams over i need to de-stress..... doing a bad job of it too.... shit lah!!!! cannot say that s-word....
went to sengkang library after school...... ah ma, you pangseh me after you buy your stupid sharksfin soup. dammit, i was emo-ing up there because of you!!!
after emo-ing, go home rest, listen to her nag then go hihs find my darlings mee pok and nat.....
met meepok first, then coincedentially saw amanda, nicolo polo, stupid toh dian wei[kaninah lah that bastard] then waited a short while more then nat finally run out. could've ran around naked but cannot because where there is a kbox, there will be chee ko peks nearby, so must be careful lah.....
go hougang mall eat lunch.... nat and i had western meal while meepok ate, well, noodles. after lunch the 2 rich people go buy sweets..... i no money so cannot buy anything.....
in the end we sit outside hougang mrt talk crap and eat snacks for about 1 hour plus then go home sleep..... no lah. look for food to eat......

reminders to the people that my new e-mail is blur_sotong95@hotmail.com so please add....

yay!!

2008-09-30T04:36:00.000-07:00

just revamped the blog.... hooray!!! a big thanks to yan yi for teaching me, or else i will really be bald..... note that i couldn't find a reely emo background...... still deceiding on the song..... woots!! hahaha... a bit crazy alr.... kro scolding me now.... don't give a damn..... lalala....

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2008-09-27T06:54:00.001-07:00

don't care if i got spell wrong.... listening to mcr now.... don't want to hear the parents nagging and calling me something kinda mildly vulgal in cantonese..... in case if anyone wants toknow the name of the song, it's i'm not ok by mcr. quite a good song actually, so please listen to it some time.....
don't get it.... so damn irritating to hear some one yell, but because i'm too kind to them i always listen to them even the uncensored parts, so..... too bad for me...... fucking angry..... wishing that they will just shut up sometime soon...... or else my turn to blow...... to the parents or parents to be out there, never nag at your kid, because if your child can "sing" like me, i don't think your windows will be safe...... anything glass for the matter...... singing out loud to "i'm not ok" , hoping its annoying enough for them..... hahaha.... sprouting devil horns soon.... not that i care though..... no big deal about that.....
been through some people's blogs..... a lot of them are opposers last year..... all of them criticising me.... you think i care? think again...... cannot be bothered..... still crapping.... no one left tag for a long time..... must be because never publicise...... f**k..... hates the rules that i've got to follow.... not that i want to.....
enough crap to fill your computer screen for the time being....

lalalalalalalalalalalalala

2008-09-26T08:57:00.000-07:00

heard that will be a party after exams. also heard that SOME people will smuggle in beer or wine. just to remind the absent minded freaks who saw what happened last year, don't get drunk. i know some of the guys are dared to see who can drink more wine or beer against me, but know where is your limit- not to say that i very heavy-duty lahs- but just know when to put the can down and pretend nothing happen. especially mr "macho" no.1, you know who you are. in the end all of us cannot sleep.....
but planning to have more wine than beer there.... wine nicer:] i don't agree with SOME people. act cool.... >< hahaha... in the end have to ask your mother send you home.... lols... how big alr??? i don't know, and don't want to know too.....
ohyas... ILLA & DAN!!!! BUCK UP!!!! or else [grinning like a devil]........ few more weeks. learn finish the song i run you run we run, all run far far, can?? teach until pekcek.... stress lah!!!

lalalalalalalalalalalalala

2008-09-23T06:38:00.001-07:00

today so damn suay. the nc-rians you all know larh. before assembly kana splashed water that was thrown down from the third floor. the ppl up there, which is all the seniors, better watch out. if i find out who throw the water down, even if they mean to hit me or not, i'll call the guys in. but if i can only larh, not a promise. or else if i kana trashed there and no one to help, you all know what will happen......
lols.... jk only. the 2 who cannot get along didn't make much of an improvement. one don't want to play piano, one don't want to play guitar. deceiding to give them more homework to practise. dan has josh to watch over him, but not sure for illa. just pray hard she can tahan..... or else i also die.... so the ppl who are close to them, brothers or sisters alike, please help..... or else the gig cannot go on.... and etc etc larh..... what crap dan will say... learn from him.....
wanna sleep.... bbs to everyone...

stress stress stress stress stress stress stress

2008-09-21T00:27:00.000-07:00

teachind dan and illa now.... dan learning piano, illa learning guitar..... wondering why dan can't teach her and i must do the dirty work for him. very confusing when both of them want your attention at the same time...... no josh to help als, so solo single with the 2 who cannot get along. the way they fight are like couples, but don't tell them larhs.... aiya. never mind larh. they will still read wan right? waiting for mac and jake to make an appearence to help me before i go down with the "2 who...". still thinking about what i should wear for the gathering.... need to know what everyone wearing first.... hahaha.... gone going

2008-09-19T20:39:00.000-07:00

wondering if what i did was right, but what has been done has been done. apologising to everyone but the current. wishing that i will be forgiven by you all, but not the current. thanks for making my day better, to nat and the other 4 bewilders. love you all forever no matter what happens.

the truth

2008-09-18T06:35:00.001-07:00

wondering what will happen if the ncrians knew who i am. like, ignorence is bliss, that really goes. for singulars, don't listen to me crapping if you don't know who i mean. mess with the wrong people, everyone gets pulled down. doing something against my job, and now i realised that it is cruel to be kind. not to the person, but to you. still, what would you do if someone you cared is in trouble? help? i tried, and now lesson learned is never to fight back agaist your own ground than some unknown ground. yah right. so, no more warnings to you from now on, and i'll just take thew punishment and carry on with my life, while you carry out your job of living till you die of some stuff that everyone else does. yes. because of you, i striked a deal which is costly. illa, i'm sorry but to let them continue, i disobeyed you. really sorry for what has been done, to the victims and the culprits. to the victims, including those lost, sorry for not defending you well enough, and to the latest, sorry for even telling you. i'll pay for my own mistakes my way, while you get gone scott free. to the culprits, please expect me to be in the front line of duty which everyone else had tried to stop me from entering. my life is your, and i shall do anything i am told. for being kind, i get killed, literally killed. i'll just jump to the second stage of punishments so that the victim goes from your books. like it or not, to the people, i've paid for you, and you won't get a receipt. just try not to say this out and you'll keep your head on you. sure, but it's not an easy road for me. wishing you all the best and sorry for screwing up your life. not acknowledging you as someone i know anymore, goodbye, and never to see the colours around you again.

no title in particular.

2008-09-18T06:35:00.000-07:00

hahaha... bored to death today during school. bought 2 tubes of mentos and finished both before recess ended. like, yeah right. done with th sweets. waiting for school to end so that i can buy more.
'lax lah, kro. i didn't buy in anyway. no time even if i wanted to. got maths remedial and after that went for cello try-outs. brought home a cello so, well..... you all know larhs..... not going to explain alr arhs.... in anyway also a bit confused. like, now i have 3ccas? how to manage? confirmed stressed out. hahaha.. paranoid alr, and not even going next week. like, hack?
hahahaha... still laughing at me "paranoid-ness". kinda dotting after myself. think i xiao le.

blah blah blah blah.....

2008-09-17T06:28:00.000-07:00

nothin' much to say today, exept for the usual school stuff and created friendster account. who want to add, please add. add alr, don't help me advertise. just add and run. can? if not like my old e-mail case. not wanting history to repeat itself.

gone with the wind....

2008-09-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

hahahaha..... thats how my reputation, guts and many more got gone today..... ya larh..... perform today. so damn upset. eating a lot now. don't want to stop. not even trying to in the first place. hahaha... jkjk.... if not you all see me fat fat all die of laughing.
ok. first thing first. today. performed during assembly. the same one that we performed in korea, only that mingyi took tiffany's place 'cause she went home. then, lucky went there early because had to teach mingyi the steps. but in the end still have time to walk around and play play, so.... still can larh....
but then. during assembly perform that time, saw tanyakorn and zhenhuan backstage. i know zhenhuan thought i was the ahpek, which is actually jianyi, f.y.i...when we just step out. wahlao eh people. some clap, some jeer, and then some a bit stupid. laugh. hahaha like that. in the end me and mingyi also laugh but try to hide it. then, when we perform alr go remove makeup that time, yangbin and mingyi keep going into girl's toilet to take the remover. but then they take alr never return, so i and hui mei keep going to their toilet to take back. but not sure if got kana spotted. but if got then hack care larhs.....
go back class that time, heard from someone that everyone say that i am jianyi's role. faggot larh, 1f. i rather go back perform everyday in korea that perform for you all. like, at least appreciate the effort can? not exactly easy to prepare for that, and all you all can do is sit there and laugh. totally unappreciative of the effort we put in lorh....
getting more pissed as i am posting. don't want to have a shorter life of high-blood pressure.

back again!!

2008-09-10T06:28:00.000-07:00

ello!!!! hahaha... sudden hyper-ness.... lawls.... realised that not enough presents to give to them 1 fearless-es..... i think don't give larhs..... in anyway give illa they all until no more alr..... then dan, you so damn toot lorhs..... the keychain not the "helmet" you know..... see you over there laugh until xiao alr.... wliaos....

i think tell you all what happen can???

day 1
on the plane to korea..... no tv to watch, so fall asleep... ohyas... sat beside teacher, so must behave very "guai"..... so damn act..... hahaha.... but in the end kept walking about asking the airstewerdess for water, coke, peanuts, playing cards etc.... she like, so poor thing, walk here walk there.... hahaha. she lucky larhs..... i fell asleep in anyway...

day 2

reached the airport at around 6 o'clock in the morning.... the sun already shining like hell on my butt.... then i stupid stupid.... seniors all bring BIG BIG lugguage i bring until so small.... hahaha i very stupid.... really stupid.... then actually supposed to go straight to the hotel, in the end wait at airport for some german performers so more convenient for the driver... waited for 1 hour plus then they come. yangbin went to talk to this german guy...

german: "what's your name? my name is philip."

yangbin, thinking that he is asking him where he is from :" singapore"

german:" nice name"

very diaos... we all laughing like mad..... reached hotel, by the name of "pyramid motel". ran by an old couple. we prepare for performance that time make a lot of noise so they go there scold us.... then, dr. chua and his translator come.... dr. chua go help yangbin put his makeup while his translator and our bohemians [volunter guides] sit there extra a bit, sit there talk to us.... perform already got parade and because we performers we go parade. then the instructor dance like idiot, and he so damn enthu....extra lorhs.... behave like idiot also don't know.... so toot lorhs, the way he looks when he is dancing. want to dance, dance propely. don't anyhow dance because if you do so, no one will think you are cool or what. really diu lian for us lehs...

day 3

went to one of the good eatery there. ate their "heaven knows what" food, but sadly dr. chua also there. then he damn extra lorhs. he talk all the crap the ppl there like cannot understand like that. but what is worse is that when he talk his saliva splash everywhere, and i saw some of his spit fly into the wok. then, his translator go and take the food inside the wok go and eat. i see alr damn gross don't dare to go and eat. later, also go to a girl's school to perform. alot of female fans for yangbin. i only have 2, with one of the male bohemian. so little..... hahaha.... but later, we went to the underground shopping centre. bought a sling bag and a cap...... yay!!! hahaha.... and also bought some pairs of socks. quite cute, some of them. more or less what happened.

day 4

family day. went to namisoem island, like, the place that they shot "winter sonata"? had a lot of fun. rented a family bike [3 seater 'cause the parents don't want to go] and cycled. i think everyone had a taste of my "reckless" driving, since i padled until crazy. then, we suay suay. road have a lot of pot-holes, so when i cycle that time, wah lao. like kana piles like that. damn terrible. but then after that we go makan, so nothing wrong larhs.

day 5
hahaha..... yah larhs. yesterday night the homestay let us go up to the upper story, including the attic and open balcony. very nice. kicked the soccer ball around on the balcony. play until happy. ohya. went to "jalan jalan" around for shopping at e-mart and etc. yarhlars. never buy a lot from that place. why? nevr bring enough money out. but that day, even if i never buy back tons of things like them seniors, i still need to sit on my lugguage in order to close it propely. like, wow.... no way thus is ok man.... but still can larhs.... and then the small boy go celebrate his birthday. also go watch the remainder of cinderalla. very happy because so long ago watch now also forget the story. so rewatch very memorable for me. hahaha... gonna cry if i keep thinking about this...

day 6
ate my last breakfast at homestay. best one made so far. not to say that their breakfast sucks, but i not used to so many dishes for one meal. cannot eat finish. nearly cried when i ate, because i know that i will miss them..... hahaha... emo-ing right now.... super duper upset, because if they come to singapore, i hope they will come find me. if not i think i very ungrateful. slept through half the coach ride. then, go airport. ate subway sandwich for lunch. then, walk walk alr, waited for plane. end of story.

can right?
ending off, whether you ppl like it or not :] bbs!!!

back from koreaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

2008-09-10T03:37:00.000-07:00

yep yep. all the picts on my handphone, so never load.... in anyway also never take alot of photos.....hahaha..... but then today got go drama centre perform..... mother go take alot of crappy photos..... then that yangbin go extra take one of the photos..... alahmak..... that zhilian wang..... waste my camera memory... but never mind larhs...... in any ways, showtime!!!

<- left to right= abigail, michelle, tifanny, and mingyi.... lols.... hahahaha!!!

<- hahaha... this one with the zhilian wang.... again left to right: abigail, mingyi, yangbin, tifanny, and michelle.... see larhs, yangbin.... spoil the picture with your ugly face..... lols...

<- two other students, but not from nchs... some other school..... hahaha... the monkey very cute...... lol... a bit cranky these few days, so must forgive, ok??

will comtinue later....

arh!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-02T07:18:00.001-07:00

hahahaha.... thats how i felt after my mum cut my hair...... now at shoulder length..... don't worry. i didn't cry like last time... hahahaha..... but not used. for example, i applied conditioner on my back instead of on the tips of my hair..... alahmak..... now wondering if i will kana pimples on my back...... no!!!!!!
hahaha.... wanna pon wushu tomorrow.... but i think i should go. yeah. kro talked me into it, but abigail, i really not keen to go als..... still, i will go IF I CAN WAKE UP. hahaha.....
ok. realised that i should buy something tere to eat in case if i get hungry..... arh!!!!!
in anyways, biesss

yet another quiz...

2008-08-31T20:23:00.000-07:00

1. The person who tagged/passed you this is?
our darling joshua chan....

2.Your relationship with him/her?
very best friend, but not to that level larhss....

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
very cute [><], quiet [sometimes], handsome [dan jealous alr...], a bit stupid, a very good person

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
treating me like his "didi"....

5. The most memorable thing that he/she has said to you?
"you be my kor's stead lahh." lols....

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
put him in IMH with dan because both als no taste

7. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
disciplining dean.... u so slack with rules lorh josh!!!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
cry for many days because i know i lost a good friend....

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
not sure....

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
get him a good girlfriend....^^

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
a very vey cute nerd???

12. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
i think the ppl of 1f hates me, but that's ok with me 'cause i don't really like some of them either

13. The charactors you love of yourself are?
hmm.... i'm stupid???

14. On the contrary, the charactors you hate yourself are?
i'm not the "perfect" person for that someone out there???

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
myself???

16. For the people who care and like you, say something to them.
i love you guys....

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people thatt you wish to know how they feel about you
mac [1]
jake [2]
edwin [3]
illaya [4]
daniel c. [5]
fabian [6]
favion [7]
camille [8]
rae [9]
kro [10]

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
no.9.... woots!!!

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
female lurhs.....

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
alahmak. favion and kro? favion, you die alr......

21. When was the last time you had a chat MSN or Call?
long long ago....

22. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
daughtry??

23. Does no.1 have any siblings?
erm.... no???

24. Will you woo no.3?
not now, but if he stops smoking, yes.

25. How about no.7?
nahh.... he creates too much trouble...

26. Is no.4 single?
no lahh!! chio bu where got single wan??

27. What is the surname of no.5?
chan??

28. What is the hobby of no.10?
playing ps2, 3, psp and computer games.... duhh....

29. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
still quite ok.... never seen them fight yet?

30. Where is no.2 studying at?
all i can say is at a jc because he don't want to reveal too much..

31. Talk something casually about no.1
he's cute??

32. Where does no.9 live at?
eastcoast??

33. What colour does no.4 like?
silver?

34. Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?
nahh, they're couzzys

35. Does no.1 have any pets?
yep!! 1 dog, 1 kitten, and a family of hamsters....

36. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
no, but he and his twin are the funniest people that i know....

37. What is no.6 doing now?
i think he is kissing his gf, so lets leave him alone for the moment....

nananana nanana nananananana

2008-08-31T04:53:00.000-07:00

^^ don't know what this title has to do with today's topic right? don't worry. if you check out the link that is at the lowest of "brothers and sisters of the hunt", you will know what i'm talking about. love the video. so cute!!!! like, really hilarious.... better than the benny lava thing.... but to rate, between pink, benny lava and jonas brothers, i think
1. pink - so what
2. benny lava
3. jonas brothers - burning up
hahahas. sorry to the ladies, 'cause i know that you gals love them "jonas-es".... hahaha, so not funny. why do i like so what and benny lava because they are cheeky________like me.... lols... jkjkjk... i not cheeky.... if i am, wah.... ethopia will be equavelent to shangrila... psps, but really don't know how to spell the "shang.." word.
kinda getting late for me... bbs, go sleep!!!!

no topic whatsoever

2008-08-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

hahahaha.... randoming again..... somehow..... kro went to school for some dinner and now just come back, and in case if anyone never notice, i keep changing the song... lolz.... nothing to do...
yesterday.... buy contact lens, not very used to it having direct contact with my eyes.... hahaha...still love my spects.... watching hansel and gretal.... not the story wan lahh.... th korean one where the 3 kids all so creepy..... tonight cannot sleep.... sure kana nightmare wan..... help!!!!
jkjk.... move on!!!
really wanna sleep nw... ps guys.... bbs

counting down my final days in singapore

2008-08-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

yepp yepp. arroximately 6 more days to go before i pack my bags to run far far away from you guys. ^^ lolz..... talkin' to xinyi on IMnow..... pspsps incase if i get random......
back to nchs again. thinking about today's cca. fell asleep once, come home drink black chicken soup now feeling much better..... or else saliva everywhere by now.... als think a lot of funny things going to happen tomorrow when i go back to school. vrvrvr nervous. so damn scared lurhs..... see lahh..... actually wanted to make teachers' day card for ALL the teachers, but in the end give up.....
nvr mnd. bbs for today, and remember, DON'T SEND ME OFF!!!!

damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn friggin pekcek.

2008-08-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

huh.... severe understatement of the century. kinda weird today. but first, before i rant and rave my head off, must talk about school. that "C" arh..... anyhow say that people bring sweet drinks into class but then actually plain water in pink dolphin water bottle. plus the"cleanliness IC", must also complain. first, people PE shirt never tuck in properly, he go write down name. eh, excuse me, cleanliness IC for classroom, not personal, if not we wear what colour underwear he can use and blackmail us everyday.
next. today wushu, i know lahh..... pissed the "jiao lian" off because the "hulk" cannot do a cartwheel. also must say a big and sincere thank you to the "jake look-a-like", the"mas selamat"guy, because of his "helpful directions" to do a proper cart wheel, but still did not do in anyway. fastforward, did tumble-turn, and injured my back. now, sit up straight to meditate that time, wah tia ahh.... like end of my back. but bright-side to wushu today is that tumble-turn can do because of taekwondo training and "rigorous". yay!!!!!
not so entu lahh.............. tomorrow opera. at least relaxing. not as "controlled"as wushu. hahaha.... i know i very lazy lahh..... no harm done in anyway... not that i killed someone..... >< lolz.... still as lame as ever...... sorry lahh edwin, but i not so "mature" yet....
in anyway, must end soon. bbs people, and sleep earlier. also PLEASE DON'T GO AIRPORT TO SEND ME OFF!!!!

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2008-08-26T03:48:00.000-07:00

hihi people. really HATE WUSHU!!! why? because the "jiao lian" always force. so damn pekcek. now no more mood to go alr lorhs..... at least chinese opera more fun...... like, wtf? i wan come don't wan come not his buisiness..... then sometimes rush projects go late, reach that time kana scolding. like, really want to cry lorhs... then tomorrow got geog retest i tell teacher maybe i cannot go because got wushu but she say test more important than cca so just now in school tell the people that i cannot go early, but then still wondering..... sekali he ask which teacher lehh?? but i think just say ms samantha lahh.... but then so pekcek lors..... if late 50 pushups leh..... how to do? i also dunno.
really cannot concentrate on this bloddy thing. keep worrying about what may happen tomorrow. gahh!!!!!!! so damn worrysome.... like, don't want muscle cramps 'cause so damn sick of them??? bugging the life outta me...... yarh!!!!!!!!!!! really cannot concentrate, and feel like pont-ting..... really scared go there then no concentration, then will = to go there get free scolding.as if i kana scolded not enough..... aiya.... i tink today i talk this out of my system.... or else xiao liaos.... like so damn worried??? wondering what will happen to my hide if i go there. i think will still kana tanned..... die die larhh... i turn left also cannot. turn right also cannot. cannot move forwards and backwards also. wanna die. but i don't want to act like those type of cry cry one lehhs...... all the more feel like crying.
no use.... and still so bored..... stressed also..... wanna scream that i hate wushu so loudly that everyone in singapore can hear..... and also feel like jumping, but lord, it's such a long way down. in anyway, wondering what will happen to all my insides if i jump. i think most likely free roti prata for everyone. but not funny lehhs...... like, what will happen??
in severe need of ans.... pls help by leaving ur howls in the chatbox!!! need a lot of comic relief now.... bbs... go eat dinner...

the after-effects of self-destructing....

2008-08-25T05:16:00.000-07:00

hahahaha.... listening to avril lavigne now. so emo during school. results quite okok, but believing that i could have done better...... i know some of you reading will wonder if i am a bit crazy today, but no. i am perfectly sane.
also realised that if i go with cca chinese opera to korea, i won't be able to go for the werdding. kro, i still think i go to korea. i can see your pictures, you can see those from korea. fair fair, right? not so sure of what kro thinks........ haven't read his blog yet. still waiting for someone, anyone, to bring in the spring. still remember the 100 questions thingie? now more worse feeling than that. that was the end of my fingers, this is the end of my feelings...... so damn pekcek.....
remembering, hips exes, friday to go back to holy....bbs

pressing the "self-destruct" button

2008-08-24T06:42:00.000-07:00

- which is what i did. so, during guitar lesson, pissed the teacher off and now, i look like a sorry arse. never mind lahh... ignore.... in anyway, now wanna watching army daze. quite cute and funny....hahahas, bbs....

the best day for this week

2008-08-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

yeppito. today = last day of ca2. at least.... ^.^ like, just now, kana scolded by dan's ah ma. she thought i was the maid and started asking all the funny questions. when joshua said i am his "friend", she asked even funnier questions. like, birthday, how long ago we "know each other", how "well" we know each other etc. total hell. i just stood there while joshua translated. until go home. yay.

lets get down to business. planning for a bbq party at the end of the year, but in seperate, such that nchs and hips get to meet, while the others don't mix because i don't want trouble, or maybe each have their individual days to come.hahahaha...

and also about the piano concert. wtf. duet was ok, so was the individual piece, but what was not ok was the camera flash. as everyone knows, i very bias one, so i "live and let live" when i learned that the camera-man is christabel's brother. i admit that he quite "shuai" but not really my type, but the trouble that he caused was when he took the pictures was because of the flash on the camera. like, man, so damn blinding. all of a sudden was like argh!!!! then play halfway that time again kana blinded. so freaking pissed. but never mind lahh.....

in anyways, enjoy the new song.

slacking the day away

2008-08-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

yep yep. doing just that, but not very slack lahh..... got kro to teach me how to play "the musician". like, melody is quite easy, but leftie is a bit tough for me because everyone knows why. garhhh!!!!!
hahahaha.... over reacting. like, the song very nice to hear, but when i hear myself play, it's like the end of the world has come 10000000000000centuries earlier. hahaha..... laughed again at myself.
ed also wants me to post about wooddie bridge. like, so bored there??? no lahh.... still got exams, so slack for now but later must still study...... feeling so damn stressed..... feel like eating the chocolate flavoured munchies..... still missing the taste, but don't worry illa, i have hard-boiled eggs. i know you very "zhao gu" me and i "zhao gu"you back for that. :] sounds so lame....
in anyway, gonna get scolded by kro so gtg..

in a better mood now...

2008-08-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

surprisingly, yes!!! but don't know why. maybe its the song, maybe its because i was sad. either way, lets get on with it....
tomorrow have piano recital...... no one else going already, but if last minute want to come, go to the place..... and the songs that i will be playing will be my exam piece, and duet pice, reflections, that of the secondo part. hahaha.... the other girl very chio compared to me, but not jealous. just honered to play a good song with her.
and also just realised that i've been missing out on a couple of things. firstly, a happy belated birthday to the people of 1 fearless, of the month august, the people jingwei, tanyakorn, sherrie, shi jie, chia wee, and yong siah. nextly, to the people of """. dean, and the "dexter" link guy.
ok. people cannot blame me already.... done my "duty". hahaha all of you fell for it..... woohoots!!!!
okok.... very late for me already..... but still listening to my mum's incoherent nagging. kinda freakin' me out how someone can talk so long without taking even a sip of water..... like so damn pro lorhh..... i also wanna learn..... jkjkjk..... touch wood..... hahaha... still talking crap... never mind.... bbs...

in dire need of "love"

2008-08-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

yepp........... dunno why suddenly feel so bored even though so many people around me. like suddenly everyone that you knew just don't want to see your face..... i know i very ugly, but still.... arhh..... dunno how to say. monday have exams, and not in the mood to study..... fail fail lahh..... especially that "malay subject". ok. now font also pissing me off.... cannot change back. wtf.
very pekcek. how to study? very easy. anyhow study. like, crapping again. so damn freakin' pissed to even bother with font now. and to the people who call me by my first name without my permission, don't bother. i won't answer in anyway. hahahaha. the same "you" as mentioned in the previous post, don't act cool. calling me "" won't work anymore. think i so scared of you? fat hope. like, hack. i kind enough not to state your full name you still not happy go critisize me again. my fault? not fully. you started it on your blog first, so i reply because agitated. now, kana that "someone u noe" person come here. fine, it's my fault that "someone u noe" came here, but even better that you push blame all around. wanna push? i can also push.
firstly. you make people's camera spoilt say not your fault. not your fault also not enough. you also go and point fingers at other people, now become we pay.
secondly, people shoes you go use permenant marker draw. draw on my white shoes also not enough for you. you go and say dean draw. in the end, dean got scolded by is parents. are you coward? you blame me is alright. around the same age. but you can't even spare a small boy. i wonder which animal is your parent.
thirdly, don't think i don't know. also try to steal people's bf. illa and "" fell out because of you, and you still not happy. in the end go badmouth people.
i want to warn you for the last time, keep to yourself, or else.....

moving on..... yes, need someone to "pei" me, etc etc, and now stuck at home. doing? cannot say. and then, suddenly remembered that have to meet "you know who". went to meet that person and kana whack, so just go home again. like, fuck.
wishing all of the kind souls who took their time out reading all my crap thank you.

so damn confused

2008-08-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

precisely the fact. someone [preferring to leave him or her unknown] asked me this question : What Can You Do With A Million Bucks? hahahaha..... i know mac said buy ferrari or some other sports car but no. the "Bucks" mean a young bull. aiyo..... i see now already got headache. but never mind, must be optimistic....lol, here we go for the "quiz"

1: sell the cows and earn money
2:donate half the cows to charity
3:start a farm somewhere else on earth that is not on a place as crowded as this small island
4:sell the cows to leather shops still earn $$$
5:make into sashimi
6:sponser the whole of singapore to free beef as long as possible
7:sell the beef at a cheap price to other poorer countries
8:eat beef jerky for the rest of my life
9:simply give up on doing this "thing"
10:get gone immediately

to that "someone unknown" out there, are you satisfied now? have your answers already right? then don't pester me already can?

the "greatest" achievements of today....

2008-08-08T06:56:00.000-07:00

yeppy yep yep yep. completed the 100 question quiz...... hahahaha.... illa sabo me wan..... spent like, 4hrs in 2 days...... waste my time lahh illa...... hahahaha... oh yeah. also just realise that the name nobody was taken up by d, j, and m. hahahaha...... must find new name. never mind, stick to the original name.....
today at nan chiau..... hahahahahahaha. so many of you want to know...... quite boring, for the nc talent quest. like, the standard of one of the bands much lower than ours, so dan, let loose and relax........
well , nothing much now, so should be able to run off..... bbs

how to do??

2008-08-07T04:16:00.000-07:00

yep yep. kana tagged by illa to do this.... well, 100 questions quiz. hahaha. like, how to do? kro say hack. dan say do short cut. jake go say redo. have to agree with jake, for this once. must show my sincerity.... hahaha.... illa, happy? my fingers going to dorp off. here we go.........

1. *Who is your best friend?
everyone???

2.*Who do you hate?
her lorh.... so damn simple.....

3.*When is your birthday?
[i thought you know alr....] 31st december......hahah that makes me like... the youngest??

4.*Who SMS's you the most often?
daniel lorh.... everyday like.... atleast 10 SMS?

5.*What's special about you?
dunno... thought i was a normal person???

6.*Who is your closest friend?
hmmm..... joshua??

7.*Have you seen a real miracle happening to you before?
ooh!! like, the time when dan was trying to striptease??

8.*What is the thing you want most now?
not sure....

9.*What are the goals you want to achieve in your life?
also dunno..... wait and see???

10.*If you had one more wish to wish for, what would it be?
another 1 million more wishes???

11.*What are you afraid to loose now?
cannot say...=P

12.*Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
not exactly....

13.*If you met someone that you love alot, will you confess to him/her?
no.... i prefer to admire in secret..... weird???

14.*If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
someone who is not busy????

15.*Who would you spend you're day with if its your last day on earth?
everyone.... duhh....

16.*If you have the permission to destroy something, what/who would it be?
[well, she's also a problem so....] my problems.....XD

17.*What is currently on your mind?
ILLAYA!!! you xiao ahh!!! make me do so much still want to know what i think... K.P.O arh you...

18.*How old do you wish you were?
primary 5??

19.*Where were you when 911 happened?
singapore lorh... where else, under the sea arhh......

20.*What will you do when vending machine steals your money?
tell kro lorh..... [over dependent on him...]

21.*Do you count yourself kind?
yes and no....

22.*If you had a tatoo, what would it be?
upperarm band..... cool mahh =D

23.*If you could be fleunt in any other language, what would it be?
most probably inuit??? learnt all my life still not good....

24.*Do you know your neighbours?
no.... very shy with all the aunties and uncles...... >.<

25.*What do you consider a vacation?
anything so long as i have fun??

26.*Do you follow your horoscope?
yes and no. [it leads me what.... what choice do i have...]

27.*Would you die for the person you love?
ask him if he would die for me first lahh

28.*Are you touchy feeling?
what???

29.*Dream life?
go as i plan ...^.^

30.*Favourite channel?
so many....

31.*Favourite place to go on weekends?
anywhere, so long as the people i like are around me....

32.*Do you prefer shower or baths?
depends... [so long as no one peeks... xD] eh, illa, why the questions getting so open?

33.*Do you paint your nails?
of course!!!

34.*Do you trust people easily?
no.... -earn it...

35.*Are you paranoid?
sometimes....

36.*Are you impatient?
depends....

37.*Who can you relate to?
all my "kors" [the "didis" too immature...]

38.*What's your favourite pick up line?
wahh lao eh.. so open one... not answering. NEXT!!!

39.*What's your main ringtone on your mobile?
i put silent where got ringtone??

40.*What were you doing at midnight last night?
wah lan.... illa, i want your head!!!

41.*What did the last text on you mobile say?
not telling....

42.*Whose bed did you sleep on last night?
my bed lahh!! who's bed would i sleep on?

43.*What colour shirt are you wearing?
brown - no more clothes alr....

44.*Name three things you had on you all the time
pants, shirt, the things inside [considered as a set right??]

45.*What colour is your bed sheets?
multicoloured.....

46.*How much cash do you have on you right now?
why want to know? want to rob me is it?

47.*What'sthe favourite part of the chicken?
obviously the drumstick lahh......

48.*What's your favourite town/city?
-sadly- japan..............

49.*You can't wait till...?
als not very sure.... hahaha...

one more question halfway there !!

50.*What did you have for dinner last night?
rice....

51.*Do you own a gun?
of course!!! water gun lorh....

52.*What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
water??

53.*Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
singapore??

54.*Last night you ate...
nothing =="

55.*What song do you sing when you shower/bath?
i don't sing. sing alr glass all crack.

56.*Last thing that make you laugh?
everything that i think is funny.....

57.*Worst injury you've ever had?
long story.... to cut it short, when i was very very smal,, kro accidentally cut my nose with glass, so have stitches on my nose....

58.*What's your favourite candy?
long long long long long long long long long long long list

59.*What song do you want played at your funeral?
can we not talk about it now?

60.*Will you tell your crush that you like him/her?
say alr... but frankly, it depends....

61.*If your crush likes another girl, what will you do?
two options.
1:ask him to continue on with the girl he likes
2:get new crush lahh...

66.*Do you share any interests with your crush?
can that remain a secret???

67.*Who was (were) the last person(s) that you hung out with?
other 4 members of bewilderment...

68.*Who was (were) the lasts person(s) you rode in a car with?
same ans as on top + edwin

69.*Who was (were) the last person(s) you went to the movies with?
erm.... same ans as top, excluding edwin....

70.*Who was (were) the last person(s) you went to the mall with?
4 members of bew..... [ super xian of repeatig it.....]

71.*Who was(were) the last person(s) that made you laugh?
how i know? sometimes no one beside me i also laugh....

72.*Who was(were) the last person(s) you cried becase of?
vr long time ago and does not wish to talk about it.

73.*.....you cried for?
not telling you.....

74.*Who was (were) the last person(s) you texted?
joshua??

75.*What was (were) the last thing(s) you commented about?
smell of shower foam....

76.*Who was (were) the last person you hugged?
mummy.....

77.*How easyly do you cry?
depends on what makes me cry.............

78.*What is your desired secondary school?
sota [school of the arts]

79.*What is your religion?
taoist..... lolz

80.*What are your nicknames?
to name a few; wolf, skyward, kimhonyaphondo, endurence, night etc.

81.*What is your favourite food?
so many......

82.*What irritates you?
i think irritating then irritating lorh.....

83.*What do you have to say about yourself?
erm...... i love music???

84.*What is the thing you wish to do now?
finish the quiz.....

85.*What is the funniest thing that happened today?
nothing funny......

86.*Who are you talking to now?
no one... need concentratio to do this THING

87.*Who do you trust?
i don't trust you to know can alr

88.*What do you enjoy doing?
swimming, rugby, bew, so many.....

89.*What is your favourite festival?
all also like.

90.*What is the greatest regret of your life?
currently, to kana tagged to do this quiz.

91.*What is your desire?
to let bewilderment world famous???

92.*What do you wish will happen to you now?
be a genius......

93.*How many keys do you have?
1 house key, 5 room keys.....

94.*What is your desire of fun?
be with the people i want to be with, at the place we want to be, doing what we want to do......

95.*Who is the most important person of your life?
huh..... so difficult......

96.*When is your birthday?
ask again..... 31/12/1995.....

97.*When did you first recieve your handphone?
end of p6, around november or sometime like that.....

98.*What is your last sent text message? Who is it directed to?
k lah. tell you. " hahas. love you guys and dean too." sent to dan and josh.....

99.*What do you think of this quiz?
okoklahh...

100.*Who are the 5 people you are tagging?
daniel [ -he will most likely not do- mellow]
joshua [ obedience]
staphanie [no guild 'cause, well.....]
macato [resound]
jake [silence]

yay!!!! finish!!!! hahaha go celebrate..... no lahh. next post then go off...

ndp 2008 good or bad?

2008-08-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

yeppy yep yep. went for the preview yesterday with dan, josh, and ofcourse, our darling little spoilt bratt, dean. the show, talk about it later. talk about the goodie bags and entrance first.

Goodie Bag
-> ok. if anyone of us goes for ndp, other than the show, what else do we look forward to, right? but this year, compared to all the other years, was a big let down for me. like, the bag was made of paper? enviromentaly friendly, yes, i understand, but what the heck? look in the contents, dean got so upset. was like, so little??? and was a bit...... well, stress after queing for so damn long...... and also the stuff inside, like no one sponsered them like that. quite disappointing.

Entrance
-> took mrt there. was soooo crowded there i kana split up with dan and dean, so josh was searhing with me. in the end, found them, but was like ..... 15 mins later??? and when we walked to the place, in the end have to piggy back dean.... he was complaining "lea, why so bumpy wan?" yeah right. walk so long than find, he complain until mad.... hahaha. in the end, went through screening, collected goods, than sat and waited for show to start.

Show
-> was nice and not very nice. the parts i like are the black knights, which one of them was Zoe Tay's husband, and the stunts that they did were fantabulous. so damn daring!!!! watch ndp then you understand. other than that, liked the fire-works. at only 75%, it's already so beautiful!!! haha!!! but also have some parts that are not nice. like, the parade, sadly, and also some of the performances because don't get the meaning, and not the perfrmance not nice.

well, thats most of what i have to say for today.... bbs

so scared.....

2008-08-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

yes, in a way. chinese calander 7th month here and damn bloody paranoid wherever i go. always looking back, taking precaution, like kana hunted like that. wah lao eh.... just now shower that time don't even dare to close eyes when shampooing. in the end eyes kana stung by shampoo.... T_T plus also always looking at toilet bowl seeing if "anyone" sitting there..... so damn scared lorhs..... than run out of toilet.... hahaha.... now laugh at me lahh, but not funny, because really quite scary.....
next..... just shower come out, all the incense and burnt paper smell come back to me.... sigh... go sleep liaos lahh

the last, the least, the forgotten

2008-07-31T05:51:00.000-07:00

just realised today what i am to everyone's eyes. yes, the last person to even care about, the least of all your friends, and the forgotten, simply because everytime i try to say something, everyone forgets that i'm there and go " huh? you here arhh..."
easy for me to say, but these people are not the ones involved with THEM, because THEY won't do something like that, so BUCK UP 1F AND R11!!! for your information, some of you guys suck way too much for me to even say it out loud. like, people who are retards calling other people retards, people kbkb at the wrong times, turncoats, etc.
good luck to all of you with changing, but i won't notice at all, because you didn't. serves you all right, and eat your own shit for some PERSON in 1F who always says SHIT. don't like my face? i also don't like yours. think you very pretty, think again. think you very smart, you better think harder. think i must bow down and lick your shoe, you lick mine first lahh, but don't worry, got wash wan, and is i wash myself, so should be very clean, not like some of you ask maria wash, or better: don't wash at all. you don't even know how to tie your own shoelace wan to talk BIG with me......
you think i very wierd because i don't have the latest hairstyle, you're just materialistic. vain, if you're too stupid to understand BIG words, 'cause your words just backfired on you. wanna make my life difficult? i know where you stay and all, so .... sleep PEACEFULLY.
think i'm a maniac? no, thats what i do for a living. hate me now? i hated you long before. regret? too late. want fight? tell me where and when, and say if you want bitch fight or any other girly fight, but i will still stay and fight. scared? run lorh.
so damn exhausted now and wondering why i wasted so many words on your filthy arse. good luck to you next time, and tell all your little friends about me and also warn them to keep their scrawny arse away from me. nights to you, and have BAD dreams please....

new heading...

2008-07-25T08:08:00.000-07:00

yep, thats what i wanna know.... exactly how do i love someone.... hahaha... in dire need of help ...and enjoy the song.... in case if any of you wanna know, the song title is "dare you to move" by the artist switchfoot, which dan loves to death.... and the song that kana dedicated to me on me b'day... yay!!!!
hahaha... long time ago.... was like... last year or something?? hoping someone will choose a less emo song for me.... super ultradark liaozz..
bbs.. go sleep off the "emoness"

at long last

2008-07-24T06:28:00.000-07:00

yep guys... at long last, the renovation of my house is complete.... hahaha.... and if all of you never see the band blog, i'll still tell you that the gig went extremely well exept that Dean threw a light stick at me and nearly killed me..... if you were wondering which "Dean", he's dan and josh's younger bro... the really hyper one that nearly made me botak the last time we had a gathering.... hahaha... groping at my hair now.... typing with only one hand.... muahahaha.... emo again.....
and also, promise to keep posting regularly, UNLESS if i am really too busy to do so..... [please forgive me mac]and also very xian tonight.... ?ARGH!.... stress liao.... failing most of the class tests... but never mind. will always mug with our darling jake.... call me slacker? thank you. at least you are aware that i know how to relax. not like you.... hahaha. laughed again....
in anyway- =] - feelin' quite cheerful about posting rubbish and planning to change background to more emo one...
bbs.... wanna sleep alr

anituaboh???

2008-07-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

hahahaha.... dunno what it means either... heard dean scold joshua that, so must learn, because i support "lifelong learning"... ya, i know... diaoz + loLZ= you guys know what.....
i have heard that a lot of peeple are asking my bro why i use guys to address you all.... 'cause 90% of the peeple who come here are actually guys... easy peasy lemon squeezy.... hahahaha....
and of course, the gig.... a lot of songs, so don't worry, and will have quite some fun there too.... lolz...
trying to link more peeple.... and trying hard, btw..... not slacking laah.... but gtg in anyway... daniel wants me to memorise the lyrics to the songs.... SCREW IT LAAH!!!
damn.. will kana counselling with jake.... never mind... biie biies...

added encore songs

2008-07-07T00:50:00.000-07:00

hi hiiies... more encore songs to add...

title [artist]
14.your call [secondhand serenade]
15.your hero [enrique iglesias]
16.wonderful tonight [???]
17.wishing you were here [B3W!LD3RM3NT]
18.kiss goodnight [B3W!LD3RM3NT]
19.chek chek oleh [camp cheer..=.="]

well, here are the songs we'll be playing.... depends on how many of you vote for us to play all 19, or just the few... but don't choose "your call" pls... i'm playin' guitar and piano so my fingers will be swollen by then, and might not be able to play well no, don't suggest extra practise, jake. i think my fingers will crack by the second half of the concert... timing changed to 8.30p.m, still held at jake's house, and no, eddie, dinner is still not provided. chin chin guys. aufwendershen!!

busy busy busy busy

2008-07-06T21:20:00.000-07:00

hihihihihi peeple.... vr busy with gig.... having a conference on what other songs to play for encore.... remember the last time?? at least 10 encore requests right?? so now still planning....including some songs from the fourth album, ?ARGH! , and a few more not played yet, so, here are the list of currently confirmed songs....

note: genre is not sorted out.... and random picking, but must be these songs, and if got add more i will post...

title ( artist )
1.house of wolves ( mcr)
2.whatever it takes (lifehouse)
3.running [never look back] (b3w!ld3rm3nt)
4.bring in the spring (boiicott)
5.since you been gone ( kelly clarkson )
6.sorry (buckcherry)
7.over you (daughtry)
8.numb (linkin' park)
9.move along (all american rejects)
10.elevator (flo rida)
11.accidentally in love (counting crows)
12.feels like tonight (daughtry)
13.have a nice day (bon jovi )

so far, these are discussed... if you guys wanna make "special"requests, go to daniel, jake, macato, joshua, or the band blog to ask....

hahahaha.... i'm black again...

2008-07-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

encore song 1..... stay beautiful, by the last goodnight.... lyrics don't seem correct, but too lazy to check^_^ hahaha.. don't kill me, illa.... not in the mood to be careful and cover my tracks - 'cause i am BLACK- ,MUAHAHAHAHA........ [naah, maybe not...] NEXT!!!!
hahahaha.... remember the question of what my chinese name is?? sounds like winnie right?? it's HUI NI..... hahahaha.... so many of you cannot pronounce.... looks and sounds so funny when you all try to say... all the saliva splashing here and there.... one of the people's face so red from trying to say.... like tomato... can sell...
"lehlong! lehlong!50cents per tomato!!! going cheap!! going cheap!!" hahahaha...
and a lot of you ask when gig.... really pai seh... never put... hahahaha it's held at jake's house, next friday, dinner NOT provided... sorry eddy...
moving on, here are the lyrics...

Sunday morning at the door
You were coming back for more
We were kicking it all around
I was looking in your eyes
You thought it was justified
You said, m m m m more

[Chorus]
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, You're irresistible
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful

Poison kisses in the rain ,you were calling out my name
Laughing like the joke was on me

Singin.....
Ba da da ba da da
Ba da da ba da da
Ba ba ba ba da
[Chorus]
Post cards, throwing darts, side kicks and super marts
Break dance, second chance, I will run to you
Sideways, back and forth, wake up, hit the floor
Oh no, where'd you go, I will come to you
One more, day like this
One more, poison kiss
One more, hand to fist
I will run to you

Always, first in line
Always, on my mind
Always, doing fine
I will come to you

Ba da da ba da da
Ba da da ba da da
Ba ba ba ba da
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, Your irresistible
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
Don't stop, don't change, stay beautiful
One life, today, your irresistible
Get up, get out, stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you

Don't stop, don't change, stay beautiful
Don't stop, Don't change, Stay beautiful
One life, Today, Is undeniable
Get up, Get out, Stay wonderful
All this time is waiting for you
All this time is waiting for you

new song, new gig...

2008-07-05T04:31:00.000-07:00

missing, by evanscene.... pls go youtube find.... especially B3W!LD3RM3NT members.... gotta do that song.... lyrics here, but not full.....

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
"Isn't something missing"

You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant

Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now

Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing"

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

easy right??? remembered already.... illa's one much longer, so be thankful..... hahahahaha
- ps: to those attending, bring earplugs 'cause i'm singing...

really really really really really really really really really really sorry wuan yee....

2008-07-04T23:00:00.000-07:00

pspspspspspspspsps!!!! forgot today had to go do project..... and somemore stuck at new house, and dunno how to go to sengkang from serangoon gardens..... alamak sia.... really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really rally sorry, wuan yee, moley [lynn] and the third person in the project [not me right???] ...........
really sorry but can't go.....

elated illaya, long-live leon....

2008-07-02T01:09:00.000-07:00

hiies guys.... bro gave me new company instead of the lowsy rowdy 2.... hahahaha.... guess who..... but not illaya though, 'cause she went on a DATE.... yuckkk..... most gross... sighs.... pity her.... but at least have..... EDWIN!!! yay!!! he looks so bored.... poor edwin... hahahaz....pityfulgit.... so big still sulking like a baby..... and house gonna be under renovation, so stay back my house again...
haiz.... feel so abnormal.... waiting for mac to appear.... WHY YOU TAKE SO LONG WAN!!!! well, for sure that will get him moving.... argh.... not vr happy....
the things i will do to mac when he arrives:
1. smack him on the head with the lappie...[ouch! says the lappie...]
2. kick him 10 times on his bum...
3. make him promise that he will never be late again
4. tell him that he is an irritating idiot and a terrible flirt and that camille is his stead out of pity...
5. tell kro about him...
6. whack him over and over again....
7. make him run all around the whole of singapore
[i have my ways...muahahahaha]
8. make him regret that he has ever met ME...
9. give him the wrong information and updates...
10. go home and sleep the fun off....
hahahaha... mac, if you read this, you'd better come, if not i'd do stuff that's 10 times the fun [to me] and 1000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 more terrible to you...
bye bye!!!
- an extremely happy leanne

runnung, running, running....

2008-06-30T00:50:00.000-07:00

don't wanna post the saturday photos 'cause .... well, i AM running, not for fun, but 'cause i just got into trouble for clearing illa's name and now everyone who hates me wants a piece of my flesh and a title when i go wayyyyyy downnnnnnn....
wierd, that even if i am "wanted", i can calmly sit here in macdonald's and type my life away to whoever is reading, like kro, daniel, mac, and jake..... hahaz.... not very funny, but i'm tired of running....
for saturday's photos, wait until this tide has passed, or else the peeple in the picts won't be able to go home in time.... but for the other picts, edwin, i am pretty sure that THEY won't wanna go look for them, 'cause if i really have to, i'll go tracking.... hahahaha...
not so sure about it now, like, if i should stay here like a sitting duck, but it's also quite safe as far as i can see.... haizz..... not very fun to stay in this place the whole day with the rowdy 2 [fab and fav.... nice choice for company, kro...]either, when all they do is talk non-stop and not even stopping when your ear bleeds.... ARGH!!!
yep, gone going, 'cause gotta change location.... biies, and hope that THEY read this, 'cause there are so many places that i can be in a time, so happy searching!!!

celebration time...

2008-06-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

hi hi geezers.... yep, weekend is here... kro's hair still here.... moley has another charactor, moleless >.<>

next... saturday..... yay!!! take photo... hahahaz.... wanna sleep, wanna strum, wanna scream, but still have B3W!LD3RM3NT... latest style by jake... he did that during exam... thanks unknown person for telling me.... will get at him....

for a life, someone tell kro to stop saying his hair is sexy... looks odd on him.... *sigh* he must be damn despo already.... but at least have sweet to eat...^_^ he baked chocolate cookies...

chop chop, not gonna take up your time anymore.... biies

school = fun & boredom

2008-06-26T04:34:00.000-07:00

hi hiies.... bro keeps doing and saying funny stuff with his hair... hahahaz... he thinks it's sexy.... kro, you have NO TASTE!!!! botak does not equal sexy... there he went again.... that stupid pea-brain of his... someone tell him to shut up please!!!

moving.... the moley picts...here.... hahahaz... lynn knows what i'm talking about...

next, can't wait for saturday to be happenin'... will be takin' picts als... bottoms up guys, and chin chin, 'cause i don't know what to take also...

lastly, hated school today.... sucks to the max... 'cept for chinese opera, although so many peeple never turn up... see lah, make me so lonely...

had to stay back for maths remedial.... arghh!!! now you know why i put boredom... but actually still okoklahh... just miss chinese opera, thats all...

biies guys, jc peeple better mug hard or you guys will get it from me....

ps guys, gtg... biies

who is that person???

2008-06-25T04:53:00.000-07:00

yep, who is that person... krochee cut his hair for 6 cip hours and twenty dollars to charity by an unnamed sponser... yuckk... he looks like those shaolin monks now.... T_T
screw it... not planning to type in large fonts anymore... they cut so much of his hair!!! i'm kinda proud and embaressed at the same time because of his hair.... damn...
sigh... don't wanna post a photo of him either.... biies

wushu!!!! chinese opera!!!!

2008-06-25T04:11:00.000-07:00

hihi peeple.. loved it in school today [excluding the homework, of course], and didn't fight with anyone else for the matter.... hahahaz... ... suddenly became so peace loving... ... ARGH!!! and SCREW IT TOO!!!
well, had wushu today after i skipped [or ponteng-ed] on monday... haiz... one of the busiest days of the week...
anyway, there's chinese opera tomorrow... yay!!! celebration time.... haha, could do that all day for all i cared...
lastly, on saturday, i'll have to go back to school for a racial harmony thinge... everyone allowed, and if you are free, please make it down to nan chiau high to "explore"!!! hahaz, and make sure you take the photo stamp with me!!! [diaozz] =.=" i know i know.... but girls [my birthcert pls...] just wanna have fun right??
end for today peeple.... biies...

back to school we go... ...

2008-06-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

hi guys... i'm back to school... haizz... so not fun today... so much homework to do... ARGH!!!! screw it... can't take the stress... first day and so much homework already, the teachers must be crazy... absolutely hopping mad...
making this post short... biies guys...

cold jokes 3rd edition

2008-06-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

only have one, but quite funny and cute.....

there were 3 eggs in a fridge. egg1 whispers to egg 2:"wei, the egg beside you got hair one..." egg 3 heard it and said angrily "limpei si KIWI, not EGG."

seriously LOL... can't stop laughing, don't know why... help!!!

awnsering the call of "duty"

2008-06-21T01:12:00.000-07:00

here's the yukata pict that you all wanna see..... hahaz.... am at the back row.....

moving on, here is another "rare"pict of me...... this time at the "kinkakuji", or golden pavillion.....

wearing my usual.... black with pants..... nothing to laugh at, exept perhaps pink surfer's paradise shorts.... hahaz, not funny.....

cold jokes 2nd edition

2008-06-20T20:50:00.000-07:00

hi hi guys.... yep, this is the 2nd edition of cold jokes.... here we go....
what is colder than a cold joke??

a very cold joke.....

have you heard about the vacuum cleaner joke???

it sucks....

what do you call a mexican guy who lost his car???

carlos.....

i am gonna get a scolding via my bro already.... biies

life in full animation.....

2008-06-20T00:54:00.000-07:00

'lo guys.... i know some of you are complaining the list of what i like is long, but then again.... the juniors wanna know, don't they???
yep, juniors, i know a lot of you have been asking who the "small girl" is... some of you said i am scary [hair style and attitude attributes] and etc, but really..... you guys make me wanna go back to counselling......
yet again, all of the peeple involved in ndp [newly] have heard about the time consumement and are unwilling... but don't worry, at the end of the day, you will still have time to spend with your girlfriend[s].....
hahaz, i don't expect any of you to have that many girlfriends unless if you are women-magnets, but if you guys are, how come i haven't been attracted to you???
ending off, i know many of you have seen my p.i.c [partner in crime, for those who don't know], illaya in a mini-skirt and expect me to wear one too.... please don't be mistaken... i am NOT illaya and i happen to hate pink, and for the matter of heels, expect to see combats....
well, hope you geezers and geezerettes are fine with everything else here, or i'll have to change ie again....

cold jokes...

2008-06-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

why is mas selamat two-third woman?

because he is a wanted [one-third] man....

have you heard of thestone joke??

it rocks....

have you heard of the a-maths joke???

you won't understand it.....

have you heard of the butter joke???

don't spread it....

guys, i know its very lame, thats why i don't expect to hear very loud harhars but at least they make me laugh for a while. dig in and enjoy, but have copyrights, so don't copy XD........

bored to death...

2008-06-19T03:16:00.000-07:00

hi guys.... yep, everyone saw me sleeping just now.... hahaz.... but thanks to two peeple who unofficially and unknowingly made my day; stephanie and a certain dexter, i feel a bit better.... but still bored.... someone please help, but ofcourse, not attempting striptease like daniel.... thinks he has abs.... but quite alright lah, at least he slim... biies for now

is there any thing wrong with me???

2008-06-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

hi peeps.... my irritating one of a ###@&&**%%% bro is here.... behind me...... ^_^ his buck toothed teeth are friggin' irritating at the mo'..... yep kro, you are a bit irritating at times like this but worse when he smiles..... his looks literaly kill..... hahaz... he wan kill me now..... emo again.....
now, moving on.... had loads of fun at chinese opera. someone [not c.op.] said: i smell smoke.... so of course it was me cause i was burning the leaf litter, but i didn't know what she was saying, so i asked her: why are you angry??? but in the end.... i realised she was referring to the burning that i had done, and got a bit embaressed.....
never mind that in anyway.... still feelin bored somehow......... but really love chinese opera so not willing to quit if anyone asks me to...
SHOUTOUT to... MICHELLE: thanks for helping me do up my blog, offering help and tons more stuff like being my friend and tolerating all my antics there, but...... the very important thing is....... BEING CHAIRMAN OF CHINESE OPERA. you do your job well like its your thing and do it well, so keep up the good work. URSH!!! [more chicken sound in the background....] XD XP
lastly, i know a lot of peeple are telling me that my hair is changing colour but it is always dismissed by my bro as "fake", but my bro agreed that, yes, my hair colour IS changing buthe wants to try to die it back to original but real problem is that we can't find the colour and if we do, it will look very fake on me as always.......... [he forgot about dress ^_^] wish me luck.......
no more to say now guys, so tats for the night and enjoy yourselves and chill out and enjoy

f*ck off jake..

2008-06-15T21:15:00.000-07:00

hiya geezers and geezettes. not gonna blog on japan anymore. don't feel like it but if you wanna see the picts ask me for my photo journal book when you see me, k?
moving on, you guys don't have to contect me at the new guild stuff... don't know why i got promoted for.. so if you older ones who was at the guild party see me, remember its FENRIS, not FENRIR or FENROR. not so senior yet...
alternatively, i am still known as leanne or wolf, but i am not sure if your heads would get taken off so ask leon first..
sorry guys, but gtg...

day 4

2008-06-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

day 3

2008-06-09T05:28:00.000-07:00

hi geezers and geezettes again. sorry, but the pictures are kinda messed up, so i am very confused, but

hotel room for first and second night

universal studio entrance
both are scenes from the JAWS ride

universal building, but reminds me of chicago

japan trip is equivalent to mess hall X P

2008-06-09T03:54:00.000-07:00

Hi geezerz andd geezerattes. as always, i will blog about my 'untimely' experience of everything, like Daniel trying to go stead, Bewilderment's third album, bring in the rain but not the photo shooting and lastly, the trip to japan...
I know everyone, or most people know about Daniel trying to go stead, because he announced over sms to everyone and all of the people who cooperated, you geezers wasted 5 cents helping Daniel. open secret that we like each other, but NO stead unless my bro says yes, which all of you have succesfully keptfrom him, if not he will find someone else again... like Joshua, which is very sadd for me when he got drunk last year and kised my couzz by mistake- french iss somemore-and kienan who nearly fainted because i interviewed him... and about that, thank you Macato for doing kiss of life T_T never thought could be so serious... very sorry Camille, Mac didn't kiss you instead.. my fault...
Next, edwin should have told everyone by now about the third album, and it can be found at Daniel's blog, so go ahead and dig in, but do not send them around because we do not want to enter sponsership so early. lolz sounds so mature... and of course, everyone knows Illaya is transferring over to boiicott so congratulate her when you geezerz see her, K? i don't wanna go for another ceromony where i have to put on a dress again. will continue on japan later... inclusive of picts that i wear a "yukata", so geezers, especially the horny ones, google about, laugh, but i will give you hell, and
ps: this year's new batch of nsf's have arrived, so more recruiting to be done. gtg!!!

if you guys wanna contact me, illaya_leanne_bew_boi@hotmail.com is the place to go.